02-22-2023, 09:06 PM
Hi everyone.....my name is Lindsey, and I am a really cute guy who loves to dress up like a girl. I'm so frustrated with it at this point. I first realized I liked girls clothes when I was a kid and I have indulged it on and off throughout my life. Mostly off. I have never truly let myself go and most of my experiences have been with random articles of clothing here and there. I have never dressed with anyone else or gone out dressed. It actually wasn't till just a couple years ago that I finally did the whole thing, wig, makeup, outfits, shoes, all of it. I absolutely gushed at what I saw in the mirror. It was amazing.
I wish could say it was great from there on out. I only dressed fully a handful of times and then I tossed everything. Again. That has been the cycle my whole life. I struggle with a strange sort of guilt and I am always "starting over". I'll collect a few things to wear, have some fun for awhile, then get rid of the stuff. I have been to Janets a few times, I haven't been there in a long time. Each time I felt like my heart was going to leap out of my chest! I was terrified, and at the same time in heaven, if that makes any sense.
Anyway, for me to even post this is kind of a big deal. I know I am not the only one to ever be where I am at with it. I would love to hear if anyone has any similar experiences or thoughts. Thanks for reading! - Lindsey
I wish could say it was great from there on out. I only dressed fully a handful of times and then I tossed everything. Again. That has been the cycle my whole life. I struggle with a strange sort of guilt and I am always "starting over". I'll collect a few things to wear, have some fun for awhile, then get rid of the stuff. I have been to Janets a few times, I haven't been there in a long time. Each time I felt like my heart was going to leap out of my chest! I was terrified, and at the same time in heaven, if that makes any sense.
Anyway, for me to even post this is kind of a big deal. I know I am not the only one to ever be where I am at with it. I would love to hear if anyone has any similar experiences or thoughts. Thanks for reading! - Lindsey